I can admit, when things don’t go my way like anyone, I get mad about it. Usually, my normal reaction is to automatically retreat. To cut people off without mention. I felt like I had the upper hand, control over getting my feelings hurt. In some cases, I would do so just to have someone chase me down. Especially men. Being “chased” made me feel wanted and loved. Why? don’t ask cause I’m still tryna figure that part out. I always been told how childish this was but I had to see it for myself. I had to realize that it was childish and that there was a better way of handling those feelings of being hurt or mad about someone doing or saying something to me. I am in control of my own actions. I dont have to do what others do to me. I can just forgive and literally forget. Forget meaning not letting it dictate how I behave. I honestly now catch myself before shutting down. I face what it is and internalize how to handle it before auntomatically going off the deep end. Now dont get me wrong, this IS A PROCESS so I do go back and forth with it in my mind or even when I vent about it BUT now I go back and forth instead of automatocally reacting..does that make sense? Geez I hope so lol. I am also trying to learn to give more mercy. Give others when appropriate the benefit of the doubt. I say ” when appropriate” because there are instance where you just have to retreat from toxic situations that dont mean you love people any less but….yeah. I am facing my issues…my music. I have a ways to go especially in the communucation front but its starting. Here
Good Morning yall!!
Its a cold rainy day and I am here at work. Its hectic already smh. I am covering for someone else and I feel like I know what to do but it just seems like others think otherwise? Like instead of coming to me directly my supervisor is being IM’ed? And then all of a sudden my supervisor comes tp sit behind me? Asking if I need help ?? Like😅 So Im trying to just go on without letting the opinion of others get to me annnd at the same time not holding a grudge. I dont like fake stuff and I DEFINITELY dont like the behind the scenes stuff . You cant control others actions though. Just YOUR reaction. Pride will do that yall. Have you out here tryna act a certain kind of way to prove a point or to be petty, tryna get vengeance for yourself . Ending up having to repent. A MESS. God is good though lol its already 11 something so the rush is somewhat paying off!!. I have no idea what to have for dinner, aunt flow just have me not wanting to cook a thing lol so we will see.!!
Hows everyones day going?? Like and comment and share what your “day in the life ” is like!!
Hey guys!! Good morning!! Lets get right into today’s challenge favorite beauty products….
Mac pro palette studio finish skin corrector ×6. This concealor palette is a holy grail of mine. My daily make up routine is mostly my brows and when I tell you that this palette is very involved in the shaping making and molding my brows…HONEY whether I want a highlighted look ( by using a lighter than my skin color concealor) under my brows or just a basic brow look (using the concealor that matches my skin tone) this palette does it!!. I even contour when I wanna beat my face with the “deep brown” concealor which does what its needs to do especially to my cheek bones lawwwddd🙌🏾.
Mac veluxe brow liner. Another staple that I use every single day. It plays its role. To be honest though I use the spoolie waaaaay more than I use the actual brow pencil. I dont have natural eyebrows well, not alot so the spoolie gives that hair like look which I appreciate.
Fairy dust lip gloss by Kastle Boutique. Kastle boutique is a BLACK OWNED ✊🏾 beauty company that sells clothing, lashes, and lip glosses. Out of all I have seen besides the lashes, this lip gloss formerly known as Fairy Dust is my favorite. Its long lasting, it goes great with a lip liner ..it gives a basic lip a little something extra. Not to mention my SISTER is the owner which makes me even MORE proud to flaunt it.!!
I encourage you to try these!! Click the links provided in the caption area if you are interested!!. Like and comment below and share your beauty products that are staples and that you like best. I may wanna try them!! ..Hope all is well with you all have a great rest of ya day!!
Good evening guys!! Hope you all had a great monday. Mine was eventful to say the least BUT TOMORROW is another chance to try again. But for todays challenge..my weekend highlights inclides babysitting my nephew although to be honest, he wore me out and it was only for a couple of hours !! He is at that curious stage where hes into stuff when you let em loose lol. But his cuteness excuses whatever he does everytime. I would babysit anytime for him.
Good Afternoon followers and visitors!! How are we ? I am actually okay on this saturday afternoon. So obviously I didnt complete yesterday’s challenge because I didnt have an answer for the challenge..and I actually dont have one for todays challenge either smh. I grew up in the church so I wasnt allowed to celebrate halloween totally? I never really had a costume. I woulf just eat the candy lol. So no I dont haveva favorite costume. As far as workout goes, thats not something I do often to have a favorite song to workout to. I DID find a beginners walking video that I will be trying in the near future so we are gonna see how that goes lol
More like a Transformation Wednesday?? Lol these dates are off but we are gonna just keep on keeping on. So for today’s challenge, talking about a transformation. I honestly feel like I have grown and matured alot. Theres a few things.. little things that have changed which is GOOD..but have you ever felt like theres something MORE that you need? Something deeper inside of you that needs to be either renewed, revived, healed or transformed?? I know I do. The thing is though I dont know the how or when it will happen I just know it needs to happen. I can be lazy yall, I havent been motivated to go after it let alone be consistent with God about it. I put so much pressure on myself to do it alone perhaps cause I get impatient. It seems like God’s way takes so long (his time aint our time..his ways arent our ways either)…all I can do is keep trying..trying to push myself to go after it allowing God to do it and waiting for him to do cause I honestly cannot do it alone….talking about a transformation needed, a refocus..but as a always say its marathon so…gotta keep at it. I cant get up neither can you!!